I count down like always :)

No-make-up-exhausted-of- exam-face!

Finally reached Saturday, it's a day for SA paper and a day for shabu shabu steamboat! I'm not fond of steamboat but yesterday when i was google-ing this place (bandar puteri), those photos remind me of those days when i hang out with my friends at shabu shabu.

Exam at 2pm was still manageable and i was having real tension for 5 damn hours. The day before i was so relax, all day sitting down in front of the computer till i got shoulder ache. I guess you never wanna know what i was doing the whole night, i was playing with all the lame arcade fb games. And because i strained my eyes i got tired at night and didn't get to study. Worse still, coffee wasn't effective!

Woke up at 11am the next morning and i started to worry and get so nervous was trying real hard to squeeze everything into my that half-filled brain. Until the exam finished, i can feel my hands were so cold and they were kept shaking constantly until 4pm when i handed up the answer sheets! Phew~

So thursday the last paper!! No mood to continue le :(

Sorry, baby.

Awake for 24 hours.

Stayed up the whole night, brush my teeth before leave my house at 9.55am. Hit the school at 10.30am-just right. Met Mr tan and saw my mid term paper, basically all wrong -i knew- just wanna get a chance to meet sir to ask several questions. Relieved all my question marks and listen to my favorite hitz while i drive with single hand macam sangat bergaya. Back to PJ and get my license photo printed. Headed to JPJ while waiting read up chapter 5 and slept for half and hour like a nobody. Observed the happy faces slowly transforming into bored faces, then frowned, and lastly sleepy heads. Because out of 12 counters, only 2 are functioning. You tell me larh, how are you going to feel! Drove home like a zombie but old town attracted me. A guy was so kind to offer me the free parking ticket. Got myself Ice kacang and bumped into a form 6 junior. Sat down with him and wait for him to finish his lunch while we talk the randoms. Ah bi called and i faster run home. Eat the ice kacang and now type the blog. Wanna continue study, so i off the computer now.

LOL, bear with my lameness. I am bored with the calculations!!!!

Need entertainment badly right now. Movie anyone?!

Pttf.

Sometimes, I wonder how systems in Malaysia are so suck at times. This JPJ near my place here is miserably small and located at somewhere hidden. Went to JPJ today and thought of renew my license but i didn't expect that the queues are damn long one. So, i picked a number and realized i gotta wait for 100+ people ahead, and there's one guy sitting on the staircase next to the reception counter asked me if i wanna renew my license and he could help but need to pay extra RM10 and my new license can be done in 5 minutes. I just nodded my head and thank him because i wouldn't spend RM10 just like that, though i know time is precious too. Later he told me that i need to get a photo, and with his name can get RM10 for 10 pieces of photos instead of RM15. But i suddenly remembered how sucks last time the photo i took when i got my L license that time and also RM10 so i just sighed and drove home. Made my own photo with my canon 1000d and going to print it at photo shop - it costs the same. But, after i done everything it is late and i gotta come back tomorrow morning. Hopefully i don't have to line long queue if i go there early.

Why don't they make it a bigger place and more systematic so that their job can be done easily so the queue can be lessen.

I Starbucks!

I couldn't focus on my revision anymore.
Therefore i need a cup of starbucks!


Hazelnut Chocolate~

High tea at secret recipe <3

I just came across a post in facebook which talks about "you like it, and i will like it too" by bing see. So, if someone u liked doesn't like something(that you kind of liking it) and somehow u will eventually practise not to like it either. And so happened to my passion towards cake. Haha. It's just weird and a little sweet when u think of it.

However, I've been craving for cakes since yesterday midnight, and yeah i had it in secret recipe just now. I'm satisfied and got the mood to study right now. Final examinations are around the corner already. In fact, this Saturday is my Structural Analysis' paper and another one will be on 17th for my project management. After 17th, Christmas holiday here i come! Can't wait for it. I feel loved. Movies and lovely outing lately, i think I m having too much of them already till I'm actually no mood for any revisions. Haha. Oh by the way, the mood is always not there even if I'm going to anywhere. Isn't it , everyone the same!

Took away my favorite Chicken Cornish. I had the chocolate cheese there and sister ordered the new york cheese. Nevertheless, secret recipe is very kind to serve the free coffee too!! Feel loved. Haha.

Vampires Vs Werevolves. I still admire vampires!

Had lunch at Nando's chicken yesterday at One U. It was a yummy one and satisfying.

Later, we watched New Moon. Finally it is on screen after waited for a year. The movie is abit draggy though, maybe Stephanie Meyer is good at writing but not directing a movie. I found it funny at some parts of the movie, the moment when Alice saw Bella has became a vampire, how she and Edward was running in the wood. I felt stupid and funny. And, i was confused too when Bella was actually said I love you to Jacob yet she told him that her choice is always been Edward. Another scene was, when they were in the cinema. Jacob and another guy *forgot his name* how they stand by their hands beside Bella and ready to hold her hand. I've loved the last part when they meet the Volturi!! The old fashion vampires, their are all very pretty and sexy!! The way they dressed up, the beautiful color changing eyes and most attractive when they speak very fluent. I will be looking forward for the next one, Eclipse.

Before movie, we found a very pleasant place at Theobroma Chocolate Lounge. I totally in love with their drinks, so chocolaty and smooth. We ordered one Princess of Iceland and one Ms Coco Frappe. I totally will come back for this!

A chocolate freak like me who always never get enough of chocolate, keep scraping the pretty swirl of hardened chocolate at the inner glass. Then, he scolded me sakai.

My favorite white clutch from dear!!

The falling apple is juicy but poisoned.

People who you thought you can trust are sometimes just wolf in sheep clothing. They stab you so slow and deep that you can’t pull back. Funny thing is, i let myself to fall into victim when i already knew the trap. Maybe that's law of attraction, making people the prey of sexy charm. As the grass always appeared to sprout greener on the other side of the fence, i called it temptation. Perhaps, i didn't think it was a trap in the first place, but carry a little hope still that i could find the real you. Some people trying to prove that they are here, in the world, actually living the nothingness in life into the something of living. They do anything as long as he thinks himself is hot and sexy. I never said it is wrong of what they are doing, but why? Has life has become too simple that we trying to find something complex to make themselves look ‘sophisticated’? You busy yourself by loads of work and hang out at night clubs to spend your time. The flirtatious behavior, your denials and the rumors i heard from other really make me doubt. No matter whether you are really like that or the nice guy i always believe you are, i hope you can learn to be a better person and learn to be a man.

Overwhelmed with emotion.

Nothing is better than when you can unleash your emotion. I don't remember the last time when i cried my heart out. I am saying how i really really cry and shout as nobody else could listen. I used to weep silently nowadays, I am sure everyone of us does because you need to worry if your mom or dad will questions about it or maybe your neighbor could hear. I did it when i was driving back just now, scream all my emotions out of my heart that had been accumulated all these while, and scars left.

It feels so good.，But, i lost my voice.

END?

Been seeing people mention the word "end" in their personal message in msn, status in facebook or even it never absent in conversations that i had came across. I remember i received a text message about it too this morning, but it was a lovely one. Everyone, anytime and everywhere!

Why is everyone talking about end of the world..

Is it because of the movie 2012 or is it because of the facts that keep proving the earth is going to an end? I would want some chocolates before it ends, well.. with my loved one. So my friend were talking it too during the boring lecture. He said firstly he would say I LOVE YOU for to his loved one, then play the last round of dota, play the football, bla..*didn't pay attention* and lastly would sleep and wait for the end. One point he mentioned i quite agree was "... and make sure you really die on that day." Ha, i don't wanna live on without my dears either.

Freaking worried now.

其实很多男孩子都不知道

(Found this interesting, copied from poh yi's blog)

女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，
也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，
在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，
让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。
　　
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。
于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。
于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。
　　
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。
因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；
而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。
你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。
她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，
因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，
她会很骄傲，
她会很冷淡，
她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?
　　
请你张开你的耳朵，
也请你打开你的心，
去听她心里真正的呼唤，
而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，
你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。
如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。


在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；
爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。
你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。
不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。
你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。
要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。
越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——
无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。
她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　　　　
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。
也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，
只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。
也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉。。。

Urghhh, its all about $$$

# Jennifer's Body

# The Time Traveler’s Wife

# The Fourth Kind

# The Twilight Saga: New Moon

# Where The Wild Things Are

# A Christmas Carol

# Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant

# The Storm Warriors

# Love Happens

# Couples retreat


Gosh, so many movies that i want to watch in this month. I know i know, i am so greedy.

Frustrated with the stupid phones i am using now. Firstly, i lost my lovely z610i. Then my LG k300i is dang cacat nowadays, -urggh- i should say ''all these while'' and it is getting worse already. Been browsing through the webbies and tryna look for an idle one but they are all boring. Else, stylish ones are expensive. Shouldn't rant anymore. I am very a materialistic girl one like everyone does.

I have been not so girly lately. Wanna get my nails painted, get new pairs of eyelashes, dresses and get in a nice figure which it could only has been my dream. Need to earn money and spend like a shopaholic. BUT, where got time?







Missing you right now.

The melody stays with you in the lonely night.
Because i am not there.

What is hurt?

I have been in the happiness for awhile so, everything seems going smoothly and I do not have to worry a thing in life because i found someone with me to share my feelings. I just realised the smoother the life goes, the more i am blinded from reality. I get very easily mood swings nowadays. I do the most ridiculous thing just to hurt myself, more. To get the feeling of numb. The heartbreaking moment is overwhelmed me. Someone slap me awake from insanity please.








Im hurt as i break the heart inside you.

Oh no, i have transformed into a instant food freak!

Well, it really left my no choice staying alone in this empty condominium. It has nice pool, nice gym room, nice view from the balcony but nice food are not available. Slowly i had became a instant food freak who everyday consumes whatever food that is easy to eat without cooking. I even had addicted to instant miso soup nowadays. How miserable. Eventually, my health level is dropped as i always affected by flu and cough. I don't wanna continue like this. Sigh.

miso soup

I was so bored the whole afternoon, skipped the school and play the piano in the little living room. Hehe. I guess my housemate is frustrated with my annoying tune. Bare with me. I love the piano but i didn't go for any lessons so that's how it is. Another way to say "stupid" is "slow learner". teehee

I should stop eating this =(

Every Moment.

Omg, can't believe that i actually seldom play with my cam nowadays. What happened!!
Went to Pavilion yesterday, sing k with CL the whole afternoon till 5pm something. Well, finally i visited the Red Box Plus which i thought i will never go in a place like this because i rather be simply to go for those normal one. We were late, so we took the less benefit package which offered us no buffet. I had fun singing all the out-of-tune songs to him, hahahahaha. Lost my voice as usual. Well, bare with me cause i only know how to sing all the Jay Chow's and SHE's.



Time flew as i shout my voice lost through the microphone. Went to grab a birthday present before we eat our lunch plus dinner. Hehe, we came back for Ichiban Boshi once again. Was too hungry for photos, still managed to snap 2 delicious and alluring Salmon Bento and Tempura cold soba though.





Then, went for a movie. The Poker king. Louis Koo is so cute as usual, and Lau Ching Wan is so dummy look as i always remember. Anyways, its just another typical poker games movie like previous had done by others famous hong kian. It was a nice one anyways. Worth the RM10 lorh.


After movie, gotta go home and finish my tutorials before the sun is up again. How sad.









Appreciate every moment that we spent together.

Starbucks, my favorite always.

"No one would pay RM 10 when they can buy for a RM 2 coffee, not to mention a RM 20 specialty drink." I mentioned above sentence past 2 days during my presentation. Was happy because my suggestion was taken to be the topic of the assignment. Where else can you find a place like this where you can sit there for 4 hours and enjoy just one cup of your favorite drink there with the comfortable chairs and couches. Can you believe i was sitting there for hours and was playing the very lame facebook flash game, cafe world!! Lame yet addictive.







I know what worth waiting for.

Another day.

Went to this "Taiwan restaurant" and tried out their food last monday. Hey, it is very tasty but the portion was kinda too large for me. I wanted to finish them but sadly i already tried my best. After that went for a movie, WHITE OUT. And later at night, Sushi Zanmai for dinner. Hehe, he purposely brought me there because i was craving for sushi days ago. Everyone wanted Sushi Zanmai, we queued for half an hour and finally got the seats. The sushi are fresh, well, worth the queuing. But i was abit of pissed off that the green tea ice cream was served after we hurry them for 3 times. I love their salmon so much, so fresh and juicy. Will come back for this.







Thanks for reminding me of what is love when i almost forget.
And thanks for the day babe.