Saturday, June 13

Do you care about other feelings?

Blog is so common and i do agree it is a good place to unleash your ourselves, but people just simply abuse it. I think it is very immature to post a blog entry and comment about others. It's just like a trend, posting and bombast whatever they think it's cool and trying to get as much attentions from the readers. They think they're smart to apologize in advanced! "Im sorry about the offensive post, but it is just what i felt" Im very sure that you are familiar with such statement right. I annoyed by those who think themselves are excellent in using words regardless what they posted might hurt or degrade others. Like my sister, i was shocked to found that my picture had appeared in her post at times, without any permission! I'm not trying to bring up the matter since it had passed. But, how do u feel when your privacy has been published without even being informed. And she even take my camera to take pictures, to reveal all my bad habits. Everyone does have bad habits and im sure each of us would do our best to cover up. It doesn't mean that you need to let everyone know about it even you're dissatisfy with someone. Do i need to mention to others that you simply display your used sanitary pad at the toilet bowl, or do i need to tell my friend that you actually wore back your unwashed bra? So disappointed with a educated U student. =( so sad. You might not feel how I feel because you just simply dun understand.

Please, it can be so fragile.

I felt so weak at times when u raise your voice to me. Like a fragile glass, my heart shattered into pieces just by your hurting words. Staring into those broken pieces, i see myself believing you, losing control. Why didn't i expected that some of them are pain in the first place. Or maybe i did, just letting myself go insane and ignore the possibilities. I don't mean to greed for more, everything seems fine but somehow i feel something is still lacking. I'm really tired, and sad. Why do u get my mood swings so easily. I really hate this kind of feeling, feels like myself making fuss over little matters. I am not. Feelings are so real. Especially pain.