有人说，勇气不是天生的。
是一点一滴累积成的。
想要有勇气，那就要先诚实面对自己。
勇敢接受自己失控了， 错了。

在人海茫茫中
有多少人只擦身而过
多少人因缘分而相遇
然后缘分以尽后离别
不懂得珍惜
错过的没有再回来
可是生命不断出现可能
更好的更坏的
没人能预知
这样不是更好吗
任由命运摆布
故事会让生命更精彩
需要珍惜眼前所有吗?
还是在每个角落留下痕迹
让别人记得你
珍惜你

You're just adorable.

I sneak out again. That night was difference. I met people with different cultures and they are very kind for offered us free drinks. I was acting 21 years old to get in those places but some of them said i look very innocent though. In fact, it was my first time to be in those place. The music was blasting into my ears but i heard only sad stories. Stories they shared had touched me and get me in deep thought. Their life are so beautiful with all the gone through. Eventhough they are all from foreign countries, different cultures but one thing they made me admire is they are so strong for everything. Shame to myself who's been giving up to my fate. I learnt something new. A tatto has to be something meaningful, i m getting myself one soon. We left early while the night still young.

Run babe, run!

It was 3am in the morning, in tired and sleepy mood. But hey, I was still roaming around in my house at this hour while others are snoring. So I was doing craps again as pictures said. After month end and crazy sales closing, I am almost feel bored of working. My paycheque wasn't fat enough though due to some error. All i wish now, just to do whatever my heart goes. A long to-do list. Meanwhile, still waiting for friends to bring me out. In fact I'm ready to pack and hit the road for some vacation. People bring me out pls. Run away from this harsh city, ignore all the hisses from the tragic fate. The sad thing now is tomorrow is double day, it supposed to be a busy day with clients and endless phone calls. And sadly i have only a few appointments for later. How am i going to survive. Recently, I have encounter alot of bad lucks. The only thing i could do is look at the bright side of life and give up asking why. With the weak understanding of karma, my entire empty soul had conquered by the vile creature, hate. I am now learning to forgive people that i hate so much without thinking of revenge. I have to control my anger and turn it down to love. So i believe by putting more love, someday god would forgive me. I shall not have cared so much for now, just hope that what happen today will be forgotten by tomorrow. Karma, someday will goes back to you. Just like a game. I will gain back what I have lost today. God bless me.


Close my eyes
Let darkness swallow me up
At least it doesn't leave me alone to bleed
So that i need not to feel anything
Craving for peace
while we’re still alive
farewell serves for a brighter hope of a sweet hello
in the same way
that a twilight must there to have a daybreak

曾经想过吗?

没有努力
只渴望
期待
想得很远
回头一看
自己还在原地
绕了一圈
放弃后
发现了个笨蛋
就是自己

Should I run faster?

Imagine rain pour down hard at 2 in the afternoon but it looks like never rained before after few hours in the late evening. On the same day, a police was writing a ticket for my illegal parking, then I realized the paper after I reached home in the midnight. In a shop, an expensive fragile watch dropped and I was asked to pay for the scratch that I have caused. Life drifts into dramatic scenes again after so long I've been listening to the silence. I would admit i am a very playful one by living in joys and fooling around. *grins* By acting a forgetful person, i could throw away all the unhappiness easily yet easily getting troubles to others because of my blurriness.

No one could predict what will happen in the next second. Since we never know what will happen and why can't we just simply do things that is in our mind. Without worry about the risks, experience would then becomes either lesson or discovery. Just pondering recently, should I let my own little brain to outsmart me? I'm now swimming in the sea of questions where I watch things happen as if they are all well planned. At times, I doubt whether is it mere coincidence or it is just the fate in life. Slowly, I've venture into a place where dreams are almost real and real is dreaming. The door of mine is open for another adventure but i don't know where am i heading to. My footsteps confused and finally getting myself lost in no where. This place slowly turns from dream into nightmare. Haunting me all day. I would be oblivious to everything until things became reality.

Am I running too slow or you are running too fast. There are no storyline like the one written in story book. Human are selfish and scary creature. Hungry for love and making it just a pain killer for the wound that is still bleeding. Would it still called fair.

Unfortunately, I'm the non-believer.