Tonight, i really lost of words. Feel like something burn in the back of my throat and i could not describe the feeling. I have been watching real life lately, the unfair ones. For those who could not cope, they end up in their grieves. And i realise if only they could stop asking why then things would go better. Some of them rant pointlessly, curse cruelly by hoping the one you hate would deserve something really bad just to unleash how he/she is feeling. You see, when one starts to rant, he/she will dig and list all the bad things without even think anything of the good side. If your anger could send someone to hell, will you be happy if you live alone in this universe? Have you ever think that he/she appear in your life because it meant something. Isn't all these are immature thinking. Why can't we easily accept the fact at times. Why we have to deny and over care about matter. Who can give me an exact answer? No one. Because i have to stop asking why and accept it. It is always up to you to forget, forgive, let out or keep it. It's a huge circle in life, nobody could escape.
ps: You may scold fuck you to express your anger, disappointment or frustration, at the same time it shows your personality clearer as well.
Just be with me. Whatever I dream tonight, Don’t let this be my last goodnight.
