在爱情的领域里，没有对和错，只有爱和不爱。

只是随便喊声 "宝贝，贝尔，蜜糖，甜心，达灵都早安!" 却可以令女生们又兴奋是心碎。兴奋，当然是因为自己的代号被叫到；心碎，因为自己不是唯一而且代号可能是指别人。现在是怎样? 失恋就可以撩花恋草吗! 真的是，妈的。别人都说长得好看代表没本心。说的真好，完全表达了我的心情。 背后，不知谁真的付出了真心，谁只是表面敷衍功夫而已。疯疯颠颠的过了一个月又如何? 有问过自己真的快乐吗? 问自己吧，忘记了吗? 忙碌可以让你暂时忘记，但不是真的忘了。到你停下来咛听安静时，你会思念的还是过去。你很想快快好起来，一直在挣扎，越是挣扎越是被卷入那片怎么也爬不起来的沙漠。因为你完全被自己吞没。放下，其实很简单。诺真的想放下，就得先看得开。时间，其实一秒就可以了。你必须真的放下，让你爱的人去找更适合她的人。虽然你爱得最好，但可能你能给的不是她想要的。也可能是需要你给的人还没出现，所以不要放弃。谁没有思念过去的时候，谁没有难过的要命的时候，谁不会突然爱上了陌生人，谁没有偷偷躲着哭过，到底有谁不会胡思乱想。跌倒就是要哭，随便流两行泪也算数。可是需要吸烟和烂醉吗? 简直是惹起我把火，原谅我骂两句，妈的。一个人成熟不是指言行举止得体，而是他是否能用他的头脑思考去做和实行。往往呢，人生总是回遇到很多的碰巧的相遇。有一位朋友曾经问过我，人为什么要爱上人? 她觉得很痛苦，也觉得幸福。我只能默默的说，因为每个人都会给别人一种感觉，而如果你喜欢那个能给你感觉的人，你就喜欢他。就像你给我的那种，让我讨厌你害我心藏跳得那么快快得要掉出来的那种感觉。完成

The song is stuck in my head! Thinking of you by katy perry.
Lately, i have been too exhausted from school assignment, exams and the rest of my life and therefore i do not exactly have the time and the mood to write any update for my blog. I wanted to buy a camera, yes soon, to take down all the memories and with that i am sure i could have update more frequent. One thing, I've been spending alot recently. I know this is very bad because i always wanted to own something and ended up buying another and there are always more and more gadgets that i wanted to own when there is a lil extra money in my account. Money just gone like water flows out of the pipe.
Actually im having bad mood now. Maybe pms. My phone wasn't ringing for 10 hours already. I feel the loneliness now. =( It is suppose a good time for me to study without any distraction. But there are alot of questions and decisions that running in my head for the whole day. I couldn't find the answer and they re drowning me. Im so restless.
Hate how you appear out of no way and get me into all these confusions. Leave me alone here with no clue felt so helpless but still wondering what you're thinking. How could you make me smile like an idiot and then disappeared in the thin air of all sudden. I never felt like this before. The feeling is like sweetness plus bitterness and foolish. I kept telling myself all these ain't true even though i hope it was.

If coffee doesn't suit you, will you pick the milk?

Final exam is freaking me out right now.

Allow me to scream for one last time before i go for my final.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
Fluid mechanics, statics, maths for engineering, Survey, construction technology, circuit theory.
Mere looking at the titles, they are already frighten you out.
This is not so fun, but what motivate me are vacations, clubbing and all the plans that waiting me ahead. OMG. Im so so excited. Faster, papers all down.

PV10 im living in.

Hurt me.

How do you feel when someone blames you for something that is untrue?
Sad because the one didn't trust you when you think he should have trust you.
Angry because the fact wasn't even true and it has been created like a real fact.
Speechless when you don't even know what to say to fight back.
Dumbfounded when he stands strongly on his point without even feeling sorry.
Hurt because the one who blames you is your loved one.
Yes, it hurts so badly.
And it makes you shed when he tells you it was just a joke.

Skipped class like nobody cares?

i learnt how to play pool instead of construction stuff. WTH! Feeling awkward when it was my turn, i was holding the pool cue and play like a noob. I kept wonder is that really a game that girls can play? LOL How stupid when i always pocket the cue ball and my friends laughed at me. Grr. It was fun though.

45 things that a girl want from thier boyfriend but will not ask for it.

Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hugher tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plusit never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies somethingbeing wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25.kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26.don't lie to HER.
27.DON'T cheat on her.
28.take her ANYWHERE she wants
29.txt messege or call her in themorning and tell her have a good day atwork {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30.be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you,just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK, (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34 . While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she willautomatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up forher.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen tothe steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper toher as she rests her eyes and listens to you .
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.
45. sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down toher face and kiss her while sitting on her.

You' ll never know when she needs just a little more love





thanks for ccy. Do you know that I miss you so much suddenly when i was doing my maths revision yesterday. hope to see you soon and play with ur cam. hehe. lets go for a trip larrh~ xoxo